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blesavo, blesava

samo sam htjela ostaviti trag, ovdje, na ovom blogu u 2012. nedostaje mi ovaj blog. :(

mislim, ne blog kao blog, već ona sigurnost koju sam imala, onu staru ja koju sam imala prije. i ono društvo koje više nije tu.
nedostaje mi onaj osjećaj, kada sjednete i znate što ćete utipkati, taj osjećaj kada to nije obveza nego maknuti teret.
nedostaje mi puno toga, kada pomislim. mislim cijela prošla godina će mi isto na neki način stvarati nostalgiju u onom malom dijelu mozga koji se zove sjećanja.

i čisto mi je žao, što ja nisam mogla ostati ja (u nekim granicama), nego sada tražim sebe po zatvorenim ormarima, citatima na prljavim papirima ispisani malim rukopisom, toplom maminom čaju i po riječkim ulicama.

nedostaje mi nešto što bi i mene moglo definirati, damn. nešto što bih ja mogla nazvati svojim.